The move happened so suddenly, we'd been talking about it for two years, I was holding out for staying put. Then the pendilum started to swing and the move happened in a weeks time. I've been on the road working, so it hasn't really hit me yet. Then I hit a few bumps in the road with out a laptop, and research/networking came to a halt. I have about a month left on this gig and then I'm unemployed so to speak. I've almost been to busy to think of it until now, and now.. I'm in panic mode, scatter brained and flailing. I'm also really sick, the cold meds could be messing with my mind too.

I think it would be easier to go to a smaller market vs a larger one. I think ii just need to breathe and get a grip already.