olga,

you are so right. It is so true that in situations like this your REAL priorities become so clear. Family is so important. I will always have makeup.....and....NY will always be there.

and susan, you are a love, thank you



I am very much looking forward to being there for Ben's family. We are hoping to rent a very sweet little house very close to his parents. It has a yard. It's on a cul-d-sac. Heaven for our toddler. I am happy to give that to her. We also have very close friends in the area so we are in no way alone. It will be a good thing. Just very difficult right now. And not knowing how much time his dad has is ....just unreal. Death is something we all face but it is still just very very sad. Hoping we get there are find out for some reason they were all wrong and he lives for many years. Ben is too young to lose his dad. He's a lil one....only 25. Not ready to face this. Ahh....thanks again guys, this is really a great venting space for me. We have had to keep our move very DL this week, so I have not been able to process much. Ben's work is waiting to tell everyone so they don't want us spreading the news....its stupid. But....they are letting him KEEP HIS JOB!! Amazing, I know. He'll be working from home for 5 months. Its unreal they are doing that for us. We are blessed